Walks and Quiet Moments

I will dearly miss the quiet and solitude of this small town if the Lord wills for us to be back in Pensacola. (And I must say that I am hoping He does!) Brian and I took a walk around the property the other day (he invited me-- it was totally a date) and I thoroughly enjoyed being in his company. We have had to be rather creative with our time together now that he goes to work at 2 in the afternoon and doesn't get in until the next morning. We've managed, but it is nice to have a few hours with the one whom you want to do life. :) I have learned so much from Brian in these last almost 2-years of being his "wi-fi" (as he calls me). I am growing in my affection for Christ because I see His hand in my life by allowing me to be one with this really neat man. God really is sovereign...and not just when it is convienient for me to belief it to be so. Even amidst ugly and deep things that I do not wish to view as things from God, I rest in the fact that God did allow things (even ordained things!) that are not pretty-- but perhaps He has done so in order that I would really see His bigness in all things. Perhaps? Perhaps. I love the healing...but I adore & praise the Healer.