Humans don't make sense

I am continually in awe of the way that God orchestrates life in order to draw me closer to Himself. This doesn't mean that I am continually in awe of how good I feel or how much I am loved (in the human sense that I know love). On the contrary, I make note of God's activity because it is not His making me comfortable or warm and fuzzy, but rather His sovereignty in the events of life that are uncomfortable, awkward, and (at times) downright hurtful. ((more later))