Well, I think I am "whelmed."

I've been wondering lately if it is at all possible for a person to be "whelmed" instead of "overwhelmed." I know it's a crazy thought...but I just wonder. I am busy organizing my brother in law's office--it was a mess. He called in "the freak" (which is a loving nickname derived from my freakish organization habits) to take care of a pretty big mess. I find myself missing school terribly! Isn't that strange? I go from counting down the days (even hours!) of the end of my time at school to pondering what I could study on a more in depth level that would prove to be beneficial for my family. =) There is so much more to say, but I don't wish to discuss it all in a blog. I will say that there has been quite a bit of introspection with this ole gal as of late. Some really awful things have been brought to light and some things that were already known (yet that had gone uncorrected) have begun to be probed and poked. Hopefully the probing and poking will lead to taking out the trash within my mind and heart... I need the Lord. Desperately. I am thankful that He is near to those who call (even if He doesn't FEEL near).